This poem is the poetic rendition of a pastime of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu
as narrated in Caitanya Caritamrta Madhya Lila 229-235 (See page n. for
the whole story). It belongs to the category of poems related to my
personal search for the continuity and simultaneous vision of the pastimes of
the Lord as both Krishna and Caitanya Mahaprabhu.
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Madhya Lila 11.221-224 "In His own
pastimes in Vrindavana, when Krishna used to eat on the bank of
the Yamuna, every gopa would
perceive that Krishna was looking at him.
In
the same way, when Caitanya Mahaprabhu observed the dancing, everyone
saw that Caitanya Mahaprabhu was facing him.
When
someone came nearby while dancing, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu would
tightly embrace him."
"Upon
seeing the great dancing, great love and great sankirtana, all the people
of Jagannatha Puri floated in an ecstatic ocean of love."
Jaiva Dharma Ch.17 "Then there are devotees who in their period of sadhana worship both Sri Krishna and Sri Gauranga. After obtaining liberation they acquire two transcendental forms and serve Sri Krishna in Krsna-pitha and Sri Gauranga in Gaura-pitha simultaneously. This is the divine and confidential mystery of the inconceivable, simultaneous oneness and difference of Sri Krishna and Sri Gauranga."
Radiant like the air
at dusk,
the sweetest Lord,
with as much rice
as His hand could hold,
filled each plate.
In a row everyone sat
and after Him, they ate,
then amidst them
He started to dance
and any shadows were dispelled;
From the blue town
people flocked
and crowded around,
as the sweeping waves of love
crashed Him to the ground,
while an ocean of tears
washed upon and drowned
the shore-like eyes
of all who came nearby.
Anyone close to the Lord,
within the reach
of His limbs,
was embraced by Him,
and all the dancers
in all directions,
and the singers
on all sides, near and far,
everyone who was present,
met his eyes
in the same moment,
and each one,
at the same time,
felt to be the only one
beheld by that glance.
O reader, now please
the same youth,
but with blue skin
as He sat on a rock, (1)
in the blossoming of spring,
yogurt and rice in His hand
and dates to share (2)
with His friends.
While they ate
He gazed at them
one on one,
facing each friend,
eye to eye
in the same moment,
and each one felt
at the same time
to be the only one
beheld by His glance.
And so, in the way
only the soul can
walk into Vraja and Navadvip
at the same time,
because in the spiritual realm
the two sacred places
simultaneously exist,
here it is difficult to conceive,
there just one chord weeps
in separation and in union ~
this is the secret gift
of the Golden Lord appearing in Navadvip.
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(1) Gopala Campu “In the monsoon, Krishna with his friends takes shelter under a
tree to avoid the rain and eats dates grown in beautiful valleys. He sits
on a stone slab near the water eating rice mixed with yogurt and calls the cows
that are far away. These activities attract our [Gopi's] hearts.”
(2) SBB 5.30 Comm. "Holding in His hand a very nice preparation of yogurt and rice, with pieces of suitable fruit between His fingers, He sat like a the whorl of a lotus, looking forward toward all His friends ..."
Sri Caitanya Caritamrta Madhya Lila 11. 229-235
....
in the middle of them the Lord Himself, known as the son of mother Saci,
began to dance.(215)
When
the tumultuous vibration of sankirtana resounded, all good fortune
immediately awakened ...(217)
When
the congregational chanting began, ecstatic love immediately overflooded
everything, and all the residents of Jagannatha Puri came
running.(218)
(229-235):
When Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu fell
down to
the ground, Sri Nityananda Raya Prabhu lifted Him
up.
The
tears from the eyes of the Lord came out with great force, like water from a
syringe. Indeed, all the people who surrounded Him were moistened by His tears.
While kirtana was
going on, there was a transformation of ecstatic love and much tears,
jubilation, trembling, perspiration and deep resounding in the body
of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu. Upon seeing this transformation, all
the people present became very much astonished.
While
this dancing was going on, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu watched
them and performed a miracle.
Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu stood
in the middle of the dancers, and all the dancers in all directions perceived
that Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu was looking at them.
Wanting
to see the dancing of the four great
personalities, Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu exhibited this
miracle of seeing everyone simultaneously.
Everyone who
saw Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu could understand that He was
performing a miracle, but they did not know how it was that He could see on all
four sides.