Wednesday 7 June 2017

AKRURA CAME



Lalita Madhava - Act Three "Vrnda : (After remaining silent for a few moments, she exhales hot air and speaks in confusion.)
If Akrura takes Krsna to Mathura, why should I prepare new bowers in the forest?
Why should I attractively prepare flower beds? Why should I make the fragrant creepers bloom out of season?"
SBB Vol.III 5.164 "Somehow or other the wise Akrura, desiring to promote the welfare of the Yadus, took Him from Vraja to Madhupuri as if by force."


SB 10.39.26 "He who is doing this merciless deed should not be called Akrura.  He is so extremely cruel that without even trying to console the sorrowful residents of Vraja, he is taking away Krshna who is more dear to us than life itself."

SB 10.39.19 "[...] so now, as they remembered His graceful gait, His pastimes, His affectionate, smiling glances, His heroic deeds and His joking words, which would relive their distress, they were beside themselves with anxiety at the thought of the great separation about to come.[...]"

Akrura came
on the heel of many demons,
armed only with wheels,
flapping a cruel flag,
and with his crafty speech
thus he succeeded
to take away
our soul and our life,
so only tremulous whispers
and choked sighs
cling to our lips.

Akrura came
and what remains
of the lunar light
on the diamond riverbank ?
~ only our empty shawls
spread on camphored sand;  (1)
Akrura took away
the reassuring touch
of our Lover's hands,
the fluid honey
coming from His words,
His smile, the musk scent,
and the loving arrows of His glance. 

Akrura came
and left only tears behind,
the starry sky
has no songs to hear  (2)
but only cries,
memories have become the only river
to drown the fire of His absence,
now no flower bloom out of season
and the night has no reason
to exist,
its limbs embrace no dreams,
no desires to fulfill
of either love or its dance.

Akrura came
and the white honey of the moon
no longer has a place
upon which to pour
the sweetest of moods ~
melting at the sound of the flute,
the waters of the lake
will never refresh His skin again
after the fatigue of a night of love,
He will not bathe
before dawn comes,
not today, not tomorrow, not any other day,
unbroken lamentation
is the only mark of time,
even the beds of petals
in the bowers have dried,
and Shyam will not come
to drink from the deep goblets
of our love.




1) This is a reminiscence of the Gopis from the night of the Rasa Dance.
    SD 32.13 "For their dear Krsna they attanged a seat with their shawls which         
    were smeared with the kunkuma powder from their breasts."  
2) Another reminiscence from the night of the Rasa Dance.
    SD 30.44 "The Gopis again came to the bank of the Kalindi.  Meditating on
  Krsna and eagerly hoping He would come, they sat down together to sing of Him." 


3 comments:

  1. Your poetry touches the heart and leaves me nearly breathless....
    So glad He came back to you.
    Much love & hugs from this long-lost soul

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    1. Thank you sakhi. Surely I was left breathless when He left, this is my prefer pastime, Krishna leaving Vraja, it is the one my mind likes to go back again and again...in secret.

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  2. ......and yet again another poem that leaves me....or rather not leaves me for I cannot stop contemplating this magic that has once again poured forth from your pen......But does leave me awestruck at the depth of love that flows from your heart.....I was so saddened to hear that she took your Giriraj after 3 years.....inspired that you continued to worship His flute and staff.....and relieved that He came back to you ....... I called my husband on his way to work and read him your poem and his response was...Wow.....it touched his heart for he too was silent and only the static from the airwaves were heard while he contemplated your song......thank you for sharing your love, your gift, your offering.....and much love and hugs from me too on the other side of the globe

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